Mattea 6th July 2015

Hey dude. Wow, it seems like it was yesterday. But now it's been over 3 months. I don't know what to say right now. It seems like that happens to me a lot, not knowing what to say. So I guess I'll just say whatever comes to my mind.. Wes, you are my best friend. I don't know if you thought of me as your best friend or not, but it doesn't matter because you are my best friend. Everyhing in my life is so inconstant, and I'm not sure who is or isn't going to be there for me. But you... You were always there for me. I can't thank you enough for that. I just can't let go of the thought that I'll just see you tomorrow... My dad said that feeling has never gone away for him ever since he lost his friend. So I guess it's normal. Wes, I just miss you so much. SO MUCH. You are literally all I think of. I hope you're doing good. I can't wait to see you again. I love you. :) Love, Mattea