hey wes. currently, there's a few pages in my very special notebook dedicated to you. I thought you might like to know that for some reason. I miss you a lot right now, possibly more than ever because I've been having a lot and I mean a lot of bad days lately. more bad than good, I think. I've been having a lot of health problems like psoriasis as well as problems with my lungs which really stinks. you used to cheer me up on bad days and I'd call you when I was sobbing way too hard for you to probably understand what I was saying. and I miss when you and I would secretly judge people over text. you knew a lot of things about me other people didn't. even best friends and I think I was meant to tell you those things because you helped me a lot. to the point I was eventually able to stop. and it's really hard because you were almost my reason to stop. because it was really weird I was telling you to stop when I went home and had some of the same problems. yeah, I miss you lots. I also think that it's kind of funny this muchloved site now has a mobile version and I'm sure it's because so many people lately have been using it on their phones to come look at your amazing life. I wish I could be telling you this face to face, and someday I probably will when we meet again. and I'll tell you all the crazy stuff that happened at school and I'll tell you about all the people that were provocative and annoying to me. I love you. can't wait to see you again someday.